EMILY TAN.
17th December
saggitaurus.
ex-atsite.

The Masquerade
Look behind those eyes.
We’re all living in disguise.
Cowardly, we hide.
Afraid to be hurt by lies.
Pursue for Happiness we take part,
Of this unpredictable charade.
We dance through the hall.
Watch us prance.
Watch us twirl.
What a glorious play for all.
Where we’re still just strangers at heart.

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to golf.

daddy: do you know the...ele!applied for the same courses as your brother...can't get into ANY!!!
emily: uhm.she went ACjc.10 points for O level.
daddy: oh.sigh...
emily: ... (your point?)
daddy: hais.what's gonna happen to you? can you make it to the university?
emily: *blank.


1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
the masquerade of love.
you've become necessary.
I can't leave you;ever.
can I let go,never.
the long wait remains forever.

2. What do you want to do now?
should you be the sun of my life,I shall bask in the warmth.
should you be the moon,let the fire from your love ignite
then we can dance around the campfire;forever.

3. What is the craziest thing you did for your crush?
5 years.

4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?
No.then they wouldn't be called friends anymore.

5. Do you wish to die?
if you're asking:
if life is hard;yes.
if death solves the problem;yes.
if ignorance is bliss;yes.
if running away helps;yes.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
seeing is believing.I don't believe anymore.

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
if their impossible,I don't wish.I make them possible.

8. Is there something which you wished never happened? What is it?
stab #1: bestie is in Aus.
stab #2: I'm stuck in S'pore;alone in **.
stab #3: barneyy didn't have to go for army.
and the deadly blows don't stop here.

9.Are you happy with your life now?
does it matter?
Dealing with it is the key.
I'm the keyholder.
Opening the door to light,
even in the darkest of times.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
like you said;what if.

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
create a fairytale that will never exist.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
envy.wallowing in self-pity.being egoistic.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
true friendships;yes.friends are created to show you the beauty of life when you become blinded by everything else.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
catch-ups.

strike 1: our eyes met.
strike 2: you've moved on.
strike 3: I know you've moved on.
strike 4: I've not.

moving on.(I make no sense.)